Beautiful

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I will not remember

Sorry if eveything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why my heart closed down

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why people became unreal

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I wore fins and swam blind

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I was left with a soup of letters

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I hid to hide

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I abandoned my third face

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why you never saw me feeding

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I don’t really appear in pictures

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I gave away what I wrote you

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I repeat what is simple

Sorry if everything was beautiful
and that is all I have to offer
for why I need to self-consciously lie